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My Christmas in England

Tue, 29 Dec 2009 22:08:45 GMT

The trip was bad. And everyday it seemed to somehow always get a bit worse. In fact, the only way I think it could have really gotten would have been if Dave’s uncle George would have died of his own heart attack which he went to the hospital for himself the day before Betty's funeral.
The house was so cold when we got there it was no wonder the woman died of phenomena. Dave had to threaten to leave the house with me if they didn’t turn on the heating on. Andrew complained that it was mom's job to take care of the heating and they didn't know how to do it. Dave and Andrew, the youngest, were at each others throats the entire time. We spent hours cleaning up the house because the funeral was to be at the house. We threw most of the kids toys/crap/stuff in the garage. Dave and I even had to wash the walls because they were so nasty. All the china we were to use had to be rewashed too. I don’t think I had ever had a worse holiday.

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 00:46:31 GMT

My mother-in-law died over the weekend. i do not really know what to do. trying to get flights to england is hard enough.

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 19:45:12 GMT

Wow. So, i'm not really in real world yet, I do realize that. But that little vacation we got was just what the doctor ordered. Other than travelling and dealing with car drama, it was a lot of nothing. Something I really needed.

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 21:10:42 GMT

For the record, I can now get 300 messages a month. So let the drama, within reason, ensue.

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 17:33:12 GMT

when did life get so damn boring?

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 21:46:56 GMT

Today during lunch I went through a “what the hell am I doing with my life” spaz.
I am sick of studying for this damn exam, and it is still a week away. I do enjoy physics, but it is so frustrating sometimes.
And I am sick of being alone all the time. I’m supposed to be happily married. Ha! That hasn’t been the case for a while. Doesn’t he get it that I need him before it is too late?

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 23:07:05 GMT

So, this whole freaking out over my exam next week is at least helping my waist line. I lost 5 lbs in a week, considering I was too sick to my stomach to eat. Now I just have to keep it up for the rest of the school year and I should be good.

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 15:58:32 GMT

Do we get to be facebook friends now, or is that asking too much?

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 01:50:28 GMT

After hours and hours of studying, I think I'm actually understanding what i'm reading. Lets hope my advisor agrees

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 14:40:09 GMT

my exam did not go well at all. I failed. I get one more chance to pass. If I fail again i'm kicked out of the program.
I have been so upset I can't been able to eat or sleep. and for me, when that happens you know it is bad. I have been taking Nyquil try and get some sleep, but my body is running so crazy it is metabolized in like 2 hours, 3 max. even shots of JD don't bring me more than an hour of sleep.
I don't know what to do if they kick me out, as I don't doubt they would.

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 19:19:17 GMT

This week has been total crap. I have cried once at work, and almost a second time. No matter how good something is that I have done, Nick HAS to make it better. Even if it has already been approved. I could have punched him.
My plan for tonight is to go to the bar and see if I can get some free drinks. I think I will wear my costume too, I plan on going as single.

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 23:27:37 GMT

why isn't this working on my labtop?

question

Mon, 26 Oct 2009 16:57:25 GMT

Does this mean we are back to talking, or are you still ignoring me?

induce stress now

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 19:41:26 GMT

My qualifier is tomorrow. I think I know everything I need to know, I just don't know and hope that I do remember.

i have been going to the gym

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 16:29:02 GMT

So, I have been going to the gym and getting rather bored with it. So I checked out one of those girly romance novels to read while I’m on the elliptical. It wasn't even one of the really raunchy, but one still good. It did actually have a bit of a plot. I will have to get another one for next week.

But I did remind me, that one should always keep their fantasies in their head; and on top of that I am now legally required to do so.
*sigh*
Life could be a lot more fun, but then again, I don't know when I could it in.

So, i have been going to the gym and getting rather bored with it. So I checked out one of those girly romance novels to read while I was there. It wasn't even one of the really roanchy, but one still good. I will have to get another one for next week. But I did remind me, that one should always keep their fantisices in thier head; and on top of that I am now legally required to do so.
*sigh*
Life could be a lot more fun, but then again, I don't know when I could it in.

Sun, 20 Sep 2009 23:44:17 GMT

I don't think he realizes how much i miss him. or if he does, he simply doesn't care enough to come and visit me.

Becare what you wish for

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 18:55:36 GMT

I was hoping for a lab or two to help with my bilss ans whatnot. I ended up with three. Great.

My first week in the clinic went really well I think. I learned a lot and might even have a project to start working on.
Turns out the project that Andrea is working on needs the Rando model that a professor at RPI worked designed. If I can get it I think I can convice my advisor to let me do a bone/tissue comparison. If he does then I can start my project research right away and maybe, just maybe be done in a year from now.

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 03:32:00 GMT

summer time and head colds do not mix very well.i was tempted to go driving today just so i could have a/c

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 21:41:38 GMT

The moving company has let us down at every possible opportunity, even some opportunities that some people would have never imagined, and all they offer us is $100 in compensation. Yeah, I don't think so.

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 18:36:31 GMT

yay, I was able to get more loan money so I don't have to give Teal'c back and be homeless this semester. yay!

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 22:14:10 GMT

I am currently hating all the students, and even former student's, whos family has the ablitly to just give them money whenever they as for it.

a fight in my head

Thu, 30 Jul 2009 19:45:19 GMT

Ever have a fight with someone when they were not there, only because you know what their responses were to be and then were mad at them afterwards?

I have.

Needless to say, I think I will be going on vacation myself this year because Dave can’t take time away from work. But what else is new.

$$

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 20:53:00 GMT

So, in my quest to try and save some money, I made the mistake of going to the mall. But on the flip side, everything I bought is work attire, except for the leather jacket, and that is going to be a christmas present from Dave. Now he doesn't have to worry about shopping for me. Not that he was worried in the first place I am sure.

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 03:35:46 GMT

I used to have my break downs once a week. I'm now up to twice a week.
I hope this doesn't last too long, i don't know how much I can take.

that is funny

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 05:31:39 GMT

hahaha. i really did laugh out loud at that one.